05.05.2012 - Sia tdk akan lupa tarikh ni sampai bila2...

PERFECT!!!!..I'm talking about those people that think they're perfect enough, and feeling free to insult, condemn, and criticize other people for their bad habits, bcoz they don't take part of those bad habits. They think they do absolutely nothing in their perfect existence that bothers other people. they think everyone should be just like them and are absolutely intolerant of other peoples bad habits.oh pleaseeee!! *If you think you're perfect enough, think again, and the question you should be asking is "Am I good enough to go to HEAVEN??"

Sesuatu yang bagus untuk dikongsikan dan renungan bersama:

Jgn bangga berkulit putih kerana kulit terakhir kita = TANAH LIAT
Jgn bangga dgn rumah bagus dan besar kerana rumah terakhir kita = KUBUR
Jgn bangga dgn baju bagus kerana baju terakhir kita = KAIN KAFAN
Jgn bangga dgn kereta & motor bsr, krn kenderaan kita yg terakhir = KERANDA
Jgn bangga dgn wangian berjenama, krn wangian kita terakhir = KAPUR BARUS

Almost 5 month I left this blog, so let me see what thing make me so busy for the past few month:

Today was so bad, and even worse for you

i dont know how it feels, but, it must be very hard for you

i want to do something to make your day

but i dont know what to say to you, dont know what else to do besides praying

be strong bro, even it’s hard

remain to be the one i know

i know you can

and please remember

i will always be your side :)

**Everything gonna be okay soon my lil bro Allester

Sunday-woke up almost 12pm..The great hangover I had..haha..packing my stuff after shower then c/out. We will never forget what we experienced there. Now I can't wait to see the picture..Thanks to Vonn, Boi and Hernie to accompanied us during our stay there. You guys such are good friends that hard to find.

Do you know what message they try to tell you?

Those content in my friend's blog recall my memory past year ago. Its a conversation bertween me and my close friend.

He: She cheating in you, stab behind you and she said..bla...bla..bla..(that complicated..lol)

Me (having lunch): Then?

He: ?? are you sick? U not mad?

Me: She don't deserve it..my anger so expensive, she can't afford to buy....hehe

He: she stabbing you back bah buduh (He starting emotional) ..Kalau sia, sia sumbat mulut dia lada..

Me: Do I look like I care for it? Word can't kill me. Im still alive and kicking..ignore it or soon you will be same like her..

He:You sound like a bitch already..

Me; Well, you know me..let people keep talking about me..I don't give a damn with that..Im they sources of story..as long as I don't give respond. others will think that stories just a rumors.

He: You really a bitch and asshole..(LOL)..

Me: Well my friend, do I look like I care? hahaha...

He finally surrender. Actually Im mad but I just don't wan't to show it infront of him. Reach home, take shower then sleep a while (Reboot my mood). Wake up, I felt normal already.

So guys, make no one deserve for your anger for simply thing.. handle it properly and you gonna feel better. The most important thing is how you handle you anger toward someone.

Macam-macam hal sekarang ni, kadang² sia pun heran. Benda² yang kadang2 kita buat dalam rutin harian yang nampak biasa bulih jadi haram. Pada sia itu terpulang pada individu itu sendiri. Mula² pengharaman yoga and now tarian poco-poco lagi.. Apa ni? We do the healthy activity without intention to the religious. Lepas ni apa pulak yg diharamkan ah?..

the time write this is around 2.00am, its so silents and loneliness environment here. Jadi bila sia nampak ni video and play it..punya laa touching..dengan lagu tu lagi (If you understand japanese language) ..boleh mengalir air mata tinguk ni.. Sia suka binatang tapi bukan pencinta..coz, bukan semua pun haiwan sia suka..hehehe..Okay, cut the crap..enjoy watching this..Anjing mimang binatang yg setia..Bagaimana dgn manusia? Tepuk dada tanya diri sendiri ..

Tips: Before that, please stop my music before you play it..Its kinda annoying to you if you let it keep playing..



p/s: Anyone watching this movie before?

I learned something to face what Im facing right now. I got the tips from a sister of St Aloysius, Sister Mary Martha. Here I shared with you guys.

1) How does one differentiate between gossip and 'sharing concern'?

You don't get to share concern by sharing private details about other people. Let's take a moment to define gossip. We'll use Webster's Dictionary because they still have nuns in there:
1 : a person who habitually reveals personal or sensational facts about others
2 a: rumor or report of an intimate nature b: a chatty talk c: the subject matter of gossip.

If I'm standing around with you and tell you about my friend who just found a wonderful new apartment after a long hunt and I want to share that good news with you, no problem.

Me: Margaret just found a wonderful new apartment! She is so happy.

You: Isn't that wonderful. I know she has been so worried about finding a new place.

We're both good to go here. It only turns south if I start revealing personal information about Margaret.

Me: Yes, well, she will be paying quite a bit more. She is such a shopaholic. I hope she doesn't end up living in her car.

Uh-oh.

Here's a rule of thumb: if you are talking about someone else and you suddenly realized they've been standing right behind you the whole time you've been talking and you find yourself combing your brain to remember exactly what you just said and whether or not you're going to have to sputter and backpeddle, you've been gossiping. (Unless all you've been talking about is the surprise party that's being planned. Then you're not a gossip, you're a blockhead.)

Why is it so bad? Because people have a right to justice and fairness, which is denied to them when people are talking about them behind their backs, even if you think it is for their own good. That's why the nuns always used to tell you to "mind your own garden".

We all have enough weeds to keep us busy.


2) If someone starts gossiping to me about another person and I just listen, am I gossiping too?

Great real. Yes.

If you weren't standing there listening there would be no gossip. Do people stand around talking to the walls about other people? No, they do not.

3) If some is gossiping to me about another person, should I walk away? Should I call the person on his/her gossip? Should I defend the gossipee?

This is a little more tricky. Unless there has been some sort of conversation about how you don't appreciate being involved in gossiping, just walking away is a bit rude. But then, so is gossiping, so it will do in a pinch.

I'm not much one for the holier than thou approach of calling a person on their gossiping, at least not in so many words, and defending the gossippee can result in more unearthing of the dark dirt.

Me: What a shopaholic that girl is! It's a wonder anyone would rent a place to her!

You: Well, she had a poor childhood and she told me once that she was denied so much as a child that she simple wasn't going to live her life pinching every penny.

Me: There is a difference between pinching pennies and reckless abandon. She wouldn't know a budget if it bit her in the face!

You're defense has made me defensive and caused me to spew even more unpleasant judgment.

I go for this approach:

Me: What a squanderer! What a wastrel!
You: It's really none of our business what she does with her money.
Me: (sputter) Well, I hope she doesn't end up at the Salvation Army trailer park.
You: I'm sure she'll be fine. How nice she found a great place.

Now you can walk away. Unless we're in the car. Then you're going to have to wait until I drop you off

I've always learned that people who gossip about others will surely at one point or another gossip about me.

Yes, they will. They especially will at the point you tell them to stop gossiping.
You: (walking away) It's none of our business. If we keep talking about this we're just gossiping.

Me: Did you hear what Janine said to me? She called me a gossipy old biddy!

How can I stay away from gossipers?

You can't, unless you live in a cave. Trust me, you wouldn' t even be safe in a convent. Just don't cave yourself.

How can I ensure not to gossip myself? Any tips or pointers would surely be appreciated.Thanks much.

Be vigilant. Be less judgmental in the first place. Don't busy yourself with the affairs of others. Mind your own garden.

My rule of thumb is don't say anything you would not want repeated in the local newspaper with your name as writer.
You never know what peoples situations are, to quote all of our mothers: "If you can't say something nice, say nothing at all." I bet you all have heard that line before.

To me, You can't avoid gossipers, but I find that they leave you alone if you don't join in. If they don't get the hint, saying something like "I think [person you've been gossiping about] is a very nice person" and its helps. otherwise, change the topic.

Aduii..rasanya sia cukup bertahan suda kana fitnah, kana kutuk, hina..Tapi sia masih jugak dapat bertahan lepas dengar my really close buddy said "Word doesn't kill you. Ignore it or you can changed the negative thinking to the positive one". I asking again "But, how?". She said "Let them spread the news and you just be calm and doing nothing about it. Others will think it is just rumors to bring you down. The advantage from that you're getting famous". Then I replied "Didn't I look like an asshole or bitch act like that?" And she told me again "Screw it, who care?"

And Yes, I do like she told me. But this few week, once again I facing the same matter. Hanya topik yg berlainan. I can't ignore it but apa yg sia takut, hal ni boleh merosakan hubungan sia dengan orang lain.I don't care people talking about me, that mean Im still hot(seems like a biatch sound huh..haha) But this time, sampai melibatkan orang lain dan menjatuhkan imejnya. Gosh! It really make me sick with this kind of gossip. Apa perasaan orang tu dan kawan²nya kalau dengar cerita² begini tersebar. Betul jugak ckp orang mulut tempayan boleh ditutup tapi mulut orang sendiri mo tau jaga. Im tired..too tired to dealing with this kind of persons. bila kena batang hidung mereka sendiri pandai pulak marah. One of my friends told me.."Ko belum lagi jadi artis, baru model suda byk gossip and scandalskana cakap". Nasib laa sia ni bukan jenis yg cepat melenting. Apa yg sia tidak puas hati ialah durang suka kaitkan sia dengan orang itu, orang ini..Im just making a friend..My job need me bergaul luas and can communicate with all level..

Siapa yg makan lada dia laa yg terasa pedas. Jangan sampai sia menjauhkan diri dari kamu disebabkan hal2 begini. kamu kawan sia jugak tapi begini kh kawan? Kawan rapat lagi tu..Terang² sia ckp sia mimang tiada kaitan dengan org2 yang kamu sebut² melainkan sebagai kawan. Sama macam sia layan kamu jugak..begitu laa sia layan kawan² yang lain..Sia sebagai kawan kamu, sia akan simpan jugak rahsia kamu even you'e no longer the person I can trust. What ever I do, I will keep it to myself..Now I really miss my best friends. Tiada orang yg dpt ganti tempat kamu..Cella, Abeth, Boy, Tom, James..Even we seldom communicate with each others but when one of us dlm kesusahan, you guys adalah orang pertama datang utk menyokong dan memberi semangat..

Moral yang sia dapat Don't simply trust people. Musuh yang paling hampir ialah orang yang paling hampir dengan diri kita. Mulai sekarang sia akan beransur-ansur mengundurkan diri and to whom it may concern, you all will be regret it of losing me as a good friend. Once I trust people I will share everything, anything I have..sia bukan orang yg suka berkira tp kamu paksa sia untuk menjauhkan diri. I give a clear crystal of trust to everyone of my friends. once you broke it, you will never get the new one..even can fix it, the look will never be the same as the 1st time I give to you.

This is something interested to share and I totally copy this from Xiaxue. Being a woman with too much thingy think its really ain't easy huh...I guess (Im not a woman, but I respect them).. What wrong for being original..

Here it is.

If you are anonymous - you must be a fat ugly loser in real life.

If you show your identity and you look ugly - You should do plastic surgery.

If you show your identity and you already did plastic surgery - you are fake and disgusting.

If you are au-natural and pretty - you are still fake coz you put make-up, or must photoshop your pictures.

If you are pretty and don't put make up - it's because you don't know how. Also, you look boring and pale.

If you are pretty and put make up - you are superficial, insecure and shallow. Go save a whale.

If you get popular - you are a famewhore.

If you don't get popular - you are a nobody.

If you get popular and earn money from being popular - you are a sell-out.

If you get popular but don't earn money - you are stupid, and also, who you think you are, so bloody high and mighty?

If you are single and not dating - something's wrong with you.

If you are single and dating - you are a slut.

If you are attached - your boyfriend is either ugly or too good for you.

If you are married - you are a boring housewife.

If you are married with kids - why the fuck are you blogging when you should be looking after your kids? You are a shit mom.

If your partner is rich - you are a gold-digger.

If your partner is poor - you are a unrealistic romantic and if you break up with him for someone who works later on, you are a gold-digger.

If your partner is nice - Don't know what he sees in you.

If your partner is a jerk - You are a moron for dating him in the first place but you deserve no better anyway.

If you keep your life private - you have something to hide and you are a liar.

If you don't keep your life private and your life is sad - What a loser.

If you don't keep your life private and your life is fab - What a show off.

If you don't speak your mind - you are stupid, apathetic and unopinionated.

If you speak your mind - you are ignorant and talking about things you don't know about. You should shut up.

If you are fat - that's the only thing you are. That and disgusting.

If you are skinny - You must be anexoric or bulimic. Also you are making other women feel fat and thus spreading unhealthy weight ideals.

If you are of average weight - You are fat.

If you don't respond to haters - Means what they said must be true and you have nothing to say.

If you respond nicely to haters - They will just have more ammunition and hate you more.

If you respond rudely to haters - You cannot take criticism and you are a cyberbully.

I had a dream about how I planned my big day. It is like Oyo & Kristine Wedding's Day. Which is all my best friends and family member be there with me too. This wedding video from Oyo Boy & Kristine Hermosa make me want to marry someone tomorrow (of course not, just kidding).

This is the story I want to share with you guys. Its happened to me when I was a kid. I strongly suggested to whom a being parent already, please be consider to your kid's feeling. Everytime I saw others parents can spent their time with their family, its make me jealous.... Its not my fault for being cold sometimes. Cut the crap, here the story and I hope you guys out there know that you child isn't a toy that you can play around whenever you need them.


A woman came home from work late, tired and irritated, to find her
5-year old son waiting for her at the door.

SON: 'Mummy, may I ask you a question?'

MUM: 'Yeah sure, what it is?' replied the woman.

SON: 'Mummy, how much do you make an hour?'

MUM: 'That's none of your business. Why do you ask such a thing?' the woman said
angrily.

SON: 'I just want to know. Please tell me, how much do you make an hour?'

MUM: 'If you must know, I make $20 an hour.'

SON: 'Oh,' the little boy replied, with his head down.

SON: "Mummy, may I please borrow $5?"

The mother was furious, 'If the only reason you asked that is so you can borrow some money to buy a silly toy or some other nonsense, then you march yourself straight to your room and go to bed. Think about why you are being so selfish. I don't work hard everyday for such childish frivolities.'

The little boy quietly went to his room and shut the door..

The woman sat down and started to get even angrier about the little boy's questions. How dare he ask such questions only to get some money?

After about an hour or so, the woman had calmed down , and started to think:

Maybe there was something he really needed to buy with that $5 and he really didn't ask for money very often.The woman went to the door of the little boy's room and opened the door.

'Are you asleep, son?' She asked.

'No Mummy, I'm awake,' replied the boy.

'I've been thinking, maybe I was too hard on you earlier' said the woman. 'It's been a long day and I took out my aggravation on you. Here's the $5 you asked for.'

The little boy sat straight up, smiling. 'Oh, thank you Mummy!' he yelled. Then, reaching under his pillow he pulled out some crumpled up bills.

The woman saw that the boy already had money, started to get angry again.
The little boy slowly counted out his money, and then looked up at his mother.

'Why do you want more money if you already have some?' the mother grumbled.

'Because I didn't have enough, but now I do,' the little boy replied.

'Mummy, I have $20 now. Can I buy an hour of your time? Please come home early tomorrow.
I would like to have dinner with you.'

The mother was crushed. She put his arms around her little son, and she begged for his
forgiveness.

It's just a short reminder to all of you working so hard in life. We should not let time slip through our fingers without having spent some time with those
who really matter to us, those close to our hearts. Do remember to share that $20 worth of your time with someone you love.

If we die tomorrow, the company that we are working for could easily replace us in a matter of hours. But the family & friends we leave behind will feel the loss for the rest of their lives.

March 12th, 2011 - around 7.00pm I arrived at Tun Fuad Stephen Hall, Penampang, Sabah. This is the first time I attend such an event. Its supposed to be a great event but end-up with poor technical problem...Fuuhhh~ What the hell with their technician? Didn't they have a back up or plan B..some more there a VVIP also attended that event. RTM Sabah, come on laaa..What your floor manager doing? Where is going on with you technician people didn't fix it? I remember the spot light turn off after the 1st contestant performed. If not because Im going there to support my best friend and beloved sister - Esther Clement Tubong... I already figure out to went the Pusakag to watch the KENTE 3.. What ever it is, That RTM's Sabah should figure out with postmortem that this problem shouldn't happen on your next event.. Orang lain akan berpendapat yang pihak penganjur tidak berkemampuan untuk mengurus event sebegini. Apa2 pn, Tahniah Kepada semua pemenang on that night. To our beloved sis, Esther C.T we will owez support you..

Here a uploaded by our sister Clarissa. Enjoy.

What Im gonna say here is about the stall named Tanjung Santai facing the beach. Their service very poor even their food..its sucks..This is te first time I see some bad manner from service waiter. At the first, we gather there untill all of my besties arrived but no one from the service staff try to take order from us. I looked around if any sign of self service but no, not even one so why no waiter came to us take order or offer their menu. Finally we end up by walking to other stall to looking any special menu and remain to the same seats after make orders from different stalls. Once the orders served at our table, suddenly some guys (I trusted that guys is service staff) came to the other waitress from other stall (Which is sent the food orders we made) and speak in their dialect (I guess Filipino/suluk) and has warned the waitress. That guy face is kinda fuckin’ crap looking to us. Is it our fault? So, the waitress suggested to us to move to their own stall (actually our regular there tapi saja² gete mo tukar angin) and told us that the guy don’t like ppl taking order from others stall. If like that then why he didn’t approach us to ask the order?. What a stupid and no manner. some more, menghalau customer lagi tu. Lucky them because I forgot to take photo. Next time I will do it. Its swing my mood and my besties also..damn bastard!!!!

Wow! sedar x sedar it almost in the half year past. Now in April..hmm seems this month nothing interesting happened to me. My Birthday last Sunday also nothing interesting happen..too bad I though..But some1 in my family member start realise my special date..hahha..Why I look really care 'bout this date..Im a man..Something happen or not on that day, life must go on rite..

At Work --- ppl come, ppl go..everyday see the new face..I think our management must do something before it is too late to take action. But our HR is so lame, too comfortable with the situation..I wonder why no body from HOD look at this matter as serious matter, or they pretend this is not they job. everyday got ppl come and go. New staff learning new skill then they, senior staff go look to other job and they took all the skill to new place. How such r waste to let them go. I know sometime we need let them go but if they skills can bring the business success then why we don't make them stay. I can't bring up about this matter bcoz people at my office not professional enough to accept opinions from other people. They will look down upon you.

My Leisure--Hahha..!~..Yesterday I just call my best girlfriend (not special oh), she plan to make gathering to 5 of us..I old gang..hahha..Cella, Im very interested on it oh. .Which island we go? Sure I will contact the rest of them. I can't wait to attend this event. So many story to update with them..

Feel Bored
Sleepy
Out side raining again.

Its a damn cold
bored
hate to see
Wonder how Vampire can appear on the day
Oh! Bcoz its raining outside and dark sky

Tik! Tok! Tik! Tok!
Waiting ..wasting my time
time can't stop run
If you waste it, you never can get ti back
never turning back.


p/s: Waiting my lunch time..hehe~