Everyday is your day, Im sorry I can't said to you directly but doesn't mean Im not care about that. Im pretty sure you know how Im appreciate your day by the way I treat you this whole month even Im not saying to you. This is me, your son with speechless.

I see you working hard for me, and Im still wonder what it mean and what for. I know sometimes we argue and sometimes blow my lid. But I still love you very much. I know what you do is just the best for me and to keep me from all harm. But Mom, please allow me to sail upon my sea. Though well within the headlands of your fears. Mom, I just want you to know, Im not your little child anymore, who need your pampers and hug every time.

I remember the day I know how my older brother passed away. I never cry in front of others because I want you all see my strong, my courage. I know how pain do you feel that time. It doesn't mean I won't crying but I can't. But deep in my heart only God know, no body can see the storm in my heart. Maybe someday only you can see my tears. My love to you and our family, not even a single word can describe it.

Mom, we know you are superb... Even though I missed my past but I know how great you treated us by seeing the picture of mine. Some doctor said maybe because Im trying hard to forget something happened before the accident. Or maybe it curse to me. Then lost it when I woke up. But day by day it seem come back to me little by little.

Mom, no matter what people said about you, I don't take it seriously.